Friday, March 15, 2024

Crushed by Crushes


One of my school friends requested me to sing this one song ' kitida navyaane' originally sung by Arya ambekar. The song speaks of the feeling one still feels for an old love, an unrequited love. 
My classmates were of the thought that this was just right to describe the emotions for a crush.

But as i understood the lyrics, i realised, these were for a former beloved.  

Friends, crush is a fleeting thing... 
Love is more static. 

Crush is temporary,
Love is lasting. I won't say indestructible...  
Love does end sometimes.

I realised that my voice cracks up everytime I try to sing this song. I m unable to make a clear presentation at all! 
My friends think that it is coz of my remembrance of my crush(or crushes).

But I realised that I never had a crush on anyone while in school! Nor while in junior college! Actually, that is a blessing I feel! I wasn't distracted and hence I could get top marks and state ranks in my board exams.

I was pondering on my emotional reaction to the song. 

I realised that, it's not new! I crack up at all moving songs. I need not have experienced it. But I can empathize. Or rather sympathise. 

And the expressive me over expresses!